hi

hi again, sorry this post might not be very "happy" but i'm just having a bad day, everything isn't going right, everything is turning "upside-down". I just made up this poem and thought I would share it.

wishing you were here again

Wishing you were somehow here again,
wishing you were somehow nere,
sometimes it seeme if I just dreamed
somehow you would be here.
Wishing I could here your voice again
knowing that I never would.
Dreaming of you won't help me to do
all that you dreamed I could.

Too many years fighting back tears
why can't the past just die?
Wishing you were somehow here again
knowing we must say goodbye
Try to forgive
teach me to live
give me the strengh to try
No more memories, no more silent tears,
no more gazing across the waisted years.
Help me say goodbye.
Help me say goodbye!

and here's another one that Christine sent me. it's how i feel, and how i hope to feel in the future.

Dancing with the Angels

She couldn't believe what was happening,
it was so hard to see, so hard to think.
Her life hd changed so suddenly,
she had lost a link
to her family chain

A man, who was more then a father
he was her best friend.
A man who oved her and cherished her,
and now it seemed like the end.

It felt lik nothing would be the same again,
she wanted it to be normal, but er life was uside-down.
she cried herself to sleep at nigh,
she felt terribly bound,
to her misery.

She felt alone even when surrounded by friends,
and then, as she thought, as she prayed, as she cried,
she realized her father had ben called
to a better place

He was dancing with the angels,
he is celebrating in heaven,
all the watching, waiting,
for a daughter, who was more then a daugher,
she was hisvery own princess.

And then, she knew deep down inside her heart
that she must be strong, must be brave. 
She must trust in God's love and potection
she must not hide herselfin a cave,
but make her father proud.

Everyone saw her change,
they saw her strength, her love, a life inside of her,
and in her eyes, her heart, her smile
they saw an image of er father,
Reflected.

She knew that one day, she would go running,
into the open arms of her father,
and he would lead her, smiling, loving,
to the throne of God,
and the Lord would smile and say
"Well Done"

I can't wait till that day that i run into my father's arms, safe, worm, big, and secure. The day that i got the news, i wished that i had died with him, Teagan said, "now it wont mater if i get hit with a car, i'll just go see daddy" I wish it was that easy. But it's not, i would leave all the ones i love behind me. And right now that's a thought i cant bare. Right now i could use all the suport that i can get. And i understand if you are busy or think we cant be friends or something. But I would still like it. Well i'll post something when i have something to post bye.

Aline

just found out something

hey, i just found out something,I can take my computer!!!!YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok sorry, I'm just really HYPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And we're going to the beach in 2 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok well got to run bye!!

ALiNe

AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry I just found out that I'm going to school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow now i"m freaking out, ok. I calmed down. we are going to Mambasa on the 20th and i have no clue how long i'm going to be gone. And Micah, I don't think i'll be able to bring my computer, :( but I'll talk pictures!!!! even if I have to bring my mom's camra. :) well I don't have anything else to wright about so I'm going to go, bye!!!


ALiNe

I'm back!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm back from WNS!!!! it was so FUN!!!!! all the girls included me in EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!! ok sorry I'm really hyper. And I didn't get lost, exept for when I went to the bus stop I was so confused, but that's besides the point. And I didn't have a mentile break down, infact I wasn't nerves once!! I'm so proud of myself!! hahaha JK. Well that's all i have for now, bye!!!

ALiNe

I'm wrighting this just because

Well I'm bored so I don't really have anything to say.....hmm.......Oh ok so I finished testing and now i'm going back on friday, (i know I'm saying Christine, but he already knows.) I'm going to spend a whole day there. On my last day of testing I spoke with the director, and he said that he already had a kid- that would show me around- already picked out, I'm dying to know WHO!!!!!! Scott thinks it's Grahm, I hope not, I would rather have a girl. But begers can't be chosers. Well that's all i have to say that comes to mind right now, so I got to run bye!!

WNS

ok so it's the first day of testing at WNS, I made it though!!!!!! I feel so proud of myself, :) LOL!. I'm going again tomorrow, sorry guys but I stay up in the Library area, :( and I leave before lunch. Sorry I didn't meat you at lunch, Christine. :( (snif, snif) anyway, come out as soon as you can I have to tell you something. :) and sorry I can't tell you Micah, you will just have to find out latter. But just keep your eye out for me on the rest of  the week. :) ok well I have to run, see ya!!

Pictures of Confrence, see? just like I promised!!

Ok so here are some pic's from confrence, and as a warning, some of them are EXTREAMLY random, :)

ok like I said this one is random.

here is the bunkbeds, I'm on the bottom, Chrstine on the top, yes mine was the cleanest, :) hehehe just kinding.

this is the dresser drawrs, Christine's on the left, and I'm on the right, or to make it more easy, mine is the one with the pink jacket.

Yes I took my iDog up there, hehehe, I like him,his name is Pips, (Portible IPod Speakers) my uncle thought of it.

this is the desk that we cramed stuff on. :) yes it's messy

this is the hallway, very boring but hey.

this is half of the gym,

this is the other half, it's huge!!

these are some flags that they have in the front,

and heres some more.

this what me and Christine walked up and down al the time up there. it got boring after a while.

the view is AMAZING up there, the pictuer dosn't even cover half of it. it was cool.

this is one of the basketball courts, there at least 2 that I saw anyway.

this one of thouse random pic's.

this is a game called......oh I forgot it, well it's some really weird name, anyway it really fun.

Another random picture, I was working on a character sheat, it's a boy that's in my story, I make thouse alot. But it's fun.

I was bord and so I took a picture of my new folder that I got at the garage sale. I like it, it's cool, and shiny. :)

last one, another one it was random. Well that's all I have for now, anyway, yes there was a lot of random pic's in there, but anyhoo. I got to go now, bye!!!