Changed

I've been chipped,

I've been ripped.

My heart has been dashed and 

broken.

My hopes are gone,

and worries have replaced them. 

"where are you God?!" I scream into the

night. 

"Do you even hear my prayers?!"  I say through the

tears. 

I wait for his answer. 

but I hear nothing. 

I see the knife,

I see the pills,

I see the gun.

"It would be so easier."  I think.

"And then my troubles would be gone." 

My finger curls around,

the triger,

the blade,

the pills

"Come home my child!!" 

I falter as the Lord speaks 

to me 

as clear as day.

"You have wondered 

for to long.

Come home. 

come home to me.

And I will make your 

life complete.

I will make you a 

blessing among men."

My life is turned 

around. 

My heart is sewen back

together

My scares, gone.

No one questions my

happiness.

I've finally broken

the chains.

I am whole. 

I am CHANGED!!

Joshua 1:9 says "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."